Tracert

And I,
Lived today,
Alhamdulillah for another day.

But why?
Caraphernelia,
it haunts me,
once again.

Why does it ache?
Why do I feel empty?
Why am I not at peace?

Is it again,
that time of the month?
Where wind blows harshly,
moon seems to fade,
the mood swings.

I guess,
it is time,
for a tracert.

Checking for,
the route which,
made me meet my ends.
And reroute,
I shall.