Beginning of the End

Breath;
Close to 25 years now.
Alhamdulillah,
for waking up,
with the ability to breath.

Frustration;
Through 25 years,
still an odd Muslim.
Hoping to improve,
abiding every rules,
neglecting all that He forbids,
in shaa Allah.

Content;
Never,
had boisterous hardships,
of not having food on the table,
of not being able to perform,
of not being able to speak.
Alhamdulillah.

Thankful;
For all the joy.
For all the experience.
For the world.

Ambition;
To be a better person.
To be a better Muslim.
To be a better son.
To be a better friend.
To be her pillow talk buddy, period.

Is this?
The beginning of the end?
I hope it is.
As, I wish to grow old,
with her.