Tuesday, 23 July 2013

What do I really seek?

No, I'm not seeking for a relationship with the girl.
Rather, I'm actually seeking for a salvation from all my sins.

No, I'm not seeking for an escape from my loneliness.
Rather, I'm actually seeking to fill that empty spaces with faith and loyalty.

No, I'm not seeking to be loved.
Rather, I'm actually expressing love to someone.

No, I'm not hoping to get her.
Rather, I'm actually hoping to be strong willed and getting to know the Creator.

No, I'm not trying to seek for attention.
Rather, I'm actually writing these down, so I won't forget such memories.

No, I'm not upset that she ignores my messages.
Rather, I'm actually happy that she took a few seconds reading them.

No, I'm not crazy over her.
Rather, I'm actually seeking for an escape from committing further sins.

Yes, I am thankful to the Creator.
Because, He had created such beautiful lives.

Yes, I have the eager to strive for more.
Because, this feeling gives me thrills in life.

Yes, I stalk her.
Because, not for the sake of myself, but I just need to know that she's doing fine.

Yes, I think about her all the time.
Because, I am thankful that Allah S.W.T had gave me the privilege to know someone like her.

Yes, I would like her to be the one I call my own.
Because, I hope to only love one woman, other than my mom, in my whole life.

Sincerely,
Me.

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