Turbulence

Of when we chatter,
I could feel,
closure.

It was as if,
world didn't matter,
not as much,
as how you meant,
to me.

Fact is,
I ended up,
clinging on tightly,
more than I noticed.

I never wanted more,
no,
not more than friends.

Though,
ever since,
that moment,
I've felt,
an uneasy turbulence,
shook my conscience.

I felt,
a gap,
building,
in between.