Fortify

Indeed,
I am not,
anywhere near perfect,
my apologies,
perfection was never,
my intention.

Though,
I thank you,
you make me re-evaluate,
what life means,
all this while,
everything seems lost.

Mistakes,
they haunt me,
I wronged myself,
for tearing down,
the walls I built,
time to re-fortify.

Regret,
It's not regret,
you were my drug,
but as they said,
drugs makes you weak,
drugs kill from the inside.

Sweet,
you were sweet,
truth be told,
I still plan,
of what I mentioned,
to grow old,
with you,
needless of consequences,
though it seemed,
very unlikely.

I bid you well,
and that,
you shall,
obtain true happiness.