Rowing

Been down,

been dropped,

been exhausted,

been rejected,

been thrown,

been happy,

been blessed,

been overjoyed,

no matter what,

I'll keep on,

rowing,

I'm rowing on,

not much,

from where I started,

but every single stop,

made me,

who I am.

I'm scared,

to admit it,

because,

maybe,

just maybe,

it's too fast,

but if I do,

wanna try to,

get close to you,

I'm gonna have,

to start behaving,

as a better man.

And when I do,

I'll come back,

I'll come,

for you,

yes you.

-YAH

Distorted

Ponders on life's way,
of handing me stuffs,
it was never,
never ever it was,
getting what I want,
was rather,
getting what I need,
honestly,
that's good,
cos' I have no,
no absolute idea,
of what I want,
Allah knows best,
so I shall,
lay my wants,
to Him.

Landslide

I never wished for such a thing,
I never knew how this happened,
From merely someone,
to absolute strangers,
Where have I got it wrong?

Was it my appearance?
Was it my attitude?
Was it my passion?
Was it my annoyance?

I had never thought we could end,
Not this way,
I wish for us to stay in contact,
You, with your life,
and me, with mine,
but never to be complete strangers.

Trust me,
I've been admiring you from afar,
Since I first set sight on your picture,
over in your friend's album.

Forgive me for being annoying,
Forgive me for being sadistic,
Forgive me for making you angry,
in most of our conversation.
Forgive me for having feelings,
feelings which made us end up this way.

But nonetheless, I still do,
have feelings for you.