Steps

Difficult it is,
not to leave you,
but those memories,
those moments,
they haunt,
they hurt,
slowly,
they kill,
like an assassin,
that hid in the shadow,
and when in silent,
they rise,
and without a doubt,
shred what's left.

It's inevitable,
leaving you,
it's a must,
but acting like,
it never existed,
that could never happen,
though it was not much,
to me,
you were all,
all that I wanted.

I wish for you,
to be happy,
to succeed,
to achieve,
all that you had ever dreamt of.

I hope,
that this,
this,
to be my last,
goodbye.

Sincerely,
Me.

Square one

MashaAllah.
Such beauties,
still exist,
but I'm still afraid,
afraid of going through,
the same old process,
of having caraphernelia.

I'm tired,
but as a person,
I still need one who,
I could lean on,
I could go home to,
I could converse with,
I could complain to.

I wish I could be the one,
the one who,
she cherishes.

I know,
I'm far from being a man,
a man who could guide you,
who could protect you,
who could make you feel,
that you're home,
all the time.

But God's willing,
I'll give it all,
all for you.

If this feelings are true,
I'm willing to fight for it,
till we see through,
inshaAllah.

Dejavu

It seems that it happened again,
What wrong have I done?

Ya Allah, save and protect,
those who were once,
close to me,
but had left,
and shut me out,
for who knows,
what reasons,
for all I know,
I wish for them,
to be happy,
to be blessed,
for all the kindness,
that they had given,
while our friendship lasted.

Amin.