Perpetual

Tripping.
Over what's worth.

Contemplating.
Between wants and needs.

Anxious.
Of the consequences.

Restless.
Finding for answers.

Praying.
To not astray.

Vexation.
Of own thoughts.

Right now,
I just wish,
to focus,
on a path,
that may one day,
lead on,
to a greener side.

Let's be honest,
green haven't been,
as great as they,
had always deemed to be.

It's about satisfaction.
and being grateful,
for all that you have.

I'll take small steps,
for,
this journey?
It ends nowhere.

Ardent

Could you see?
The flames?
You're to blame.
You lit it.

Restless,
Just can't stop,
all there is,
was you.

It's bad,
no, worse,
when I actually,
obliged to much,
much more.

I don't wanna,
throw this out,
nor have it kept,
deep inside,
I longed for you,
and another part,
wishing it never,
ever happened.

Got in too deep,
I'd try to retain,
from rushing in,
cos' I know,
it would repel you,
further away.

This ardent little boy,
you raised,
just by being you.

TH8 War Base

So far only 2 starred.
3 starred by TH9. T.T

Stitches

Awhile it has been,

since last I ever felt,

the existence of a being,

able to get through,

the wall I put up,

that was never that tough.

And now,

seems that I've ripped,

all that I ever sowed,

from all those beat up,

half dead; I endured.

Unable, I am,

to read in between lines,

drawn by shadows,

shadows of you.

A crossroad, re-opens,

in which each paths,

have of unspoken,

mysterious consequences.

I am unsure,

if I am ready,

to sow together,

the stitches,

which ever so long,

I've kept in tact.