Justification

Dear you,
I admit,
it was my,
terrible mistake,
to rush things.

Dear you,
I'd try,
my very best,
and fix,
my pace,
cause annoying you,
had never,
cross my mind.

Dear you,
I wish,
I had a,
somewhat telepathy,
to talk to you,
perhaps,
when I talk,
to the moon,
you'd hear,
all that I said.

Dear you,
please hear out,
my justification,
please do not,
turn away,
and awkwardly,
walk away,
cause I could,
never bear that.

Dear you,
you're sweet,
just by,
being the person,
that you are,
and for that,
was the reason,
making me,
into you.

The Unveiling

Made my confessions.
It hurts, a lot,
but never,
never shall I regret,
cause every single word,
I meant them.

Miss,
I need you.
like said,
your presence,
makes me,
a better person.

All I've done,
up to this point,
was all sincere,
and was,
for me,
to get to know,
more of you.

I came clean,
not hoping to score,
I came clean,
so that,
I would strive harder,
in my mission,
to be apart,
of your life.

I had finally,
unveiled,
all that I felt,
for you.

YADH

Sentience

I would,
justify,
over and over,
reasons why,
I chose,
this path.

People,
despite of,
who they are,
or were,
at one point,
they'd leave,
leave you,
clueless,
aimless,
merciless,
and thoughtlessly.

Despite of,
the effort,
you tried to,
tightly and closely,
held on,
to them,
the memories,
the relationship,
the very little,
of what's in between,
they'd still be,
gone.

Cos',
let me,
make clear,
your sentience,
are useless.

-End-

Crossroads

I've walked a distance,
And it seems that,
I've come to this,
A crossroad.

Now then,
It has come to this,
Four choices,
Upfront,
Astern,
Left or;
Right.

They may hold,
Different outcomes,
But nonetheless,
A choice has to be made.

For now,
I'd just stand in the middle.
Why?
Cos I'm lost.
And I wish to be clear,
On my intentions.

Staircase

I believe..
That everyone deserves,
to be happy.

I believe..
For every wrong,
there's a right.

I believe..
Allah has much,
much better plans.

I believe..
With every step,
moves you further.

I believe,
There are always,
left and right.

I believe..
What goes up,
must come down.

I believe..
That in actual,
love is a beauty.

I believe..
Staircase were made,
to assist the climb.

I believe..
What I'm feeling,
may not conjure you closer.

But nonetheless..
I'm still up,
for the climb,
closer to you,
to achieve the beauty,
of life's up and down,
left or right,
despite of any plans,
I'll make it,
this time,
to provide you,
with happiness.

-YAH

Rowing

Been down,

been dropped,

been exhausted,

been rejected,

been thrown,

been happy,

been blessed,

been overjoyed,

no matter what,

I'll keep on,

rowing,

I'm rowing on,

not much,

from where I started,

but every single stop,

made me,

who I am.

I'm scared,

to admit it,

because,

maybe,

just maybe,

it's too fast,

but if I do,

wanna try to,

get close to you,

I'm gonna have,

to start behaving,

as a better man.

And when I do,

I'll come back,

I'll come,

for you,

yes you.

-YAH