Standing Tall

Got pushed just recently.
Didn't even made a big mistake.
Maybe lack of deliverance skill.
Still doesn't deserve such act.

I will never change.
But from then on,
I'll shut the hell up,
I won't interfere anymore.

Education system taught us to follow,
I rebelled and think, myself.
Never thought this would follow.
Up to this point of life.

I'll take responsibilities for my actions,
But not for dumb reasons,
I'll stand my grounds,
Fixation requires if needed.

Shoot me for my wrongs,
For I am not afraid to bleed it,
But shoot me for my right,
I'll shoot right back.

Sincerely,
FUR.

Fly Free

When not attached to anything or anyone,
The mind tends to open up,
To the surroundings,
God, have I not seen that there are,
So much, so much more in life.

I've forgotten that life,
Was so much more than that,
I closed up many possibilities,
When possibilities are those which made,
Life so much more meaningful.

It's time to fly free,
From all the heartaches and headaches,
From all those shadows which clouds,
Ones mind when they feel insecure,
And this is the time to breakthrough.

Open up the mind,
With positives instead of negatives,
Life would be so much easier,
Heart and head working as one,
And one would finally feel contented.

Ultimatum

Gave it 7 days +-. Nothing.

Really, nothing happened.

I guess it's a way for you to mean,

What you really said 2 months ago. 

I hope you're happy.

He's one lucky guy. 

I just hope he really knows how much you're worth.

Time for me to take a step back.

And keep walking, period.

Look back, I shall not.

I'd like to thank you,

for those little memories.

Not much, but made me smile.

Sincerely,

Me.

Tong hua?

Actually I'm not even sure what the title means,
but by translation, it should be fairy tale.
Time to write some crap.

This heart,
it never wishes for the perfect love story,
in fact, perfect would rather be too ambitious,
for one imperfect guy,
it would really be impossible,
even zero would be one too high.

But never shall it give up,
praying to find one who cares,
one who it could call its own.

He who owns this heart,
never wished for a perfect partner,
just one,
that he could hold on to,
which would call upon him,
if she needs anything.

Of course,
he is indeed imperfect,
thus, all that he could offer,
is his honesty.

Perhaps a perfect love story,
is impossible,
but for one like him,
writing his own fictional fairy tale,
was never said to be,
thus, he keeps on hoping,
to find that very person,
one,
who he could call, his own.

Sincerely,
A boy.

Distance

Looks like this will be where the line must be drawn.
I simply wouldn't want to disturb you any longer.
That.. that simple photo..
Made me miserable..
You wore.. a ring which shows your bond with him?
I hope you'll be happy.
There's nothing more I would love but to see you happy.
I hope he knows how much you worth.
I hope he appreciates you.
I hope he's sincere.
I..
I wish..
Nah.. I'll pray for your happiness.. nonetheless..
But the gap, will continously widen, for now.
Till' what extent? Who knows?
Maybe.. Hmm..

Sincerely,
Me.

Hidden

I stood still,
Hidden in the shadows,
of you,
Waiting for you,
to open up a path,
for me.

I was a fool,
still am.
I hoped upon the impossible,
naive.
But I was indeed,
in love with you.

I may not have much,
especially the riches,
But one thing,
I'm different.
This love for you,
it's true.

I would go all the way,
to overcome obstacles.
I would wait for years,
for your replies.
I'd be tired,
but never will I give up.

Just,
if you love him.
I hope that,
he knows that,
he has indeed,
a very awesome girl.

And for once,
I would just,
hope that he appreciates you,
for who you are,
else, you should know
how much more you worth.

Sincerely,
Me.
For,
~FNhAR~

Vital Factor

Assalamualaikum.

To my dearest future wife,
I love you,
Gap between us,
Should never exist,
Let it be,
What people say,
Let it be,
What people see,
You should know,
I'd love you,
Without any doubts.

Dear future wife,
If at all,
I hurt you,
You should know,
I never meant to,
As I am,
A merely weak,
Mistake making being,
Who tried,
My very best,
To give you,
All I could.

Dear future wife,
If things went wrong,
Let's fix it,
Together we stand united,
Apart, I'm half lost,
You're my another half,
Please understand,
That I do care,
Just under few circumstances,
I may not see,
Why not tell me?
Communication, works two ways.

And you should know,

I'd loved you so.

Sincerely,

Me.