Saturday, 21 September 2013

Shades of Yellow

Assalamualaikum,
My days seem awfully awkward.
It's been 2 weeks since i started my internship.
Can't wait to finish the next 5 months and 2 weeks, roughly estimated.
But this is not the main point of this post.
Everyday, on my way to work or back home,
I'd be so damn anxious whenever I set sight on any similar particular car
that she drives.
It drives me nuts!
I just wish that I could once, come across the same route, at the same particular time
and see the way she drives.
No, I just wanna see her smile.
I still have not the chance to see her cute braces.
I miss those cute messages from you.
Especially when you're mad cos' I'm being extremely annoying and irritating.
Let alone, ur voice.
I miss em'.

Sincerely,
Me.

Saturday, 14 September 2013

Bumptious

So, the other day, after she told me not to disturb her.
I asked her for one last request.
To take a picture of her, with that cute new braces.
A month later, she did upload the picture.
But hid it.
Made it private.
Small picture.
So, maybe she did it for another purpose.
But as the title states, i'm being bumptious about this.
So, decided to say thanks to her, indirectly.
And just yesterday, she changed her status to <3.
Again, being bumptious, just for the thought of creating a fake smile to put on.
Even though it hurts, so damn deep inside.
To know and accept that, she already has some.
Nonetheless, she really, is unpredictable.

Sincerely,
Me.

Tuesday, 10 September 2013

Blooming

9/9/13
You really shook my soul.
You put on the pic which I wished to see.
Though, I'm not totally sure that it was uploaded for me.
And you made it private.
BUT!
It really shook me, hard.
I still do..
I will always do...
Just that time will make it fade.. or strong..
But it will never be gone.. It will never drop down to a total zero.
You will and had always be in my heart. :)
Yes, I still aim for your total existence in my life.
Legally, mine.

Sincerely,
Me.

Sunday, 1 September 2013

Clarification

Truth as it is, I still want you.
11 Aug 13. Last I heard from you.
I hope you're doing fine.
Now i'm waiting for the arrival of 2 months, after that very date.
I'm not sure if you would remember, but deep inside, I hope you do.
I hope you would do as you did last year.
That almost suffocated me, with your gaseous sweetness.
I wish you all the best.
:)

Sincerely,
Me.